pissy rant ahead

You know what pisses me off when I talk to my mom about work?

She'll say at least I have a job. Some people don't have jobs now.

IF I HAD STUDIED ANY OTHER THING, I WOULD STILL HAVE A JOB.

And it makes me wonder if I had stuck to my original plan, would I have been happier. At least, I would be doing something I like. Instead of wasting 4 fucking years in a stupid degree and then wasting another 4 fucking years in the fucking government. It makes me feel useless and stupid. And you can't leave because they made it compulsory. Leave the service you don't get your license and best part is they didn't even fund your studies.

And it pisses me off that when i tell people what i do, people will just say sit down shake leg huh? In 2008,I wouldn't have given a damn about those comments because i knew the truth. I was working like mad in the hospital. But now, it pisses me off because it's true. But I didn't choose for that to happen. I swear, I didn't even have clinics on my mind when postings came. I was so focused on getting the spot in the big places and when I saw the place on the letter, my heart sank.

Sigh. There. I'm done ranting.

sigh :(

On a most random note, Jesse Eisenberg is so fucking hot. Wooot!

Kettle!

You called me lame because I dont keep a kite and a frisbee in my car and bring them around all the time.

=.="

And no, I've never asked a total stranger in a park (or a beach for that matter) to play frisbee with me before.

No, I've never had a very close friend whom I cherish who happened to be a schizophrenic (Ummm, no, I wouldn't exactly call Barefoot schizophrenic)

No, I still cant take my underwear off while fully clothed. I know that you take particular pride in the fact that you could take your bra off while fully clothed. (Your exact gibe was: Quote - "Hahaaa!! I'm smarter than u then! I figured out my tricks years ago.." - Unquote). Well, I'm still working on my "tricks". Maybe if I succeed, we could be a circus.

No, I've never helped my friends to do their write-ups (I, would laugh at their misery instead) and end up with only a few hours of sleep for myself.

No, I've never approached an unknown kampung kid squatting by a big longkang looking at the fishes down there. And actually asked them to bring their fishing rod tomorrow. And actually meet up with them tomorrow to fish by the big longkang.

I find it amusing that you called me weird. Sweetheart, I'm this close (Scowling, showing index finger and thumb 0.5cm apart) to calling you a kettle.

And I'm perilously close (scowling, showing index finger and thumb 0.5cm apart) to make this into my personal blog because I'm too lazy to start one.

ass.

i dont agree that most usefully despicable words that begin with s have only 4 letters. there's always stupid. and sidney. and suffixes of said 4 letter words.

wanted to post this on fb and should have. still feel angry.

(and no before u ask there are no new developments in the stupid shitty sidney sucks saga. it's just that periodically i waste too much time and appetite thinking about him. n the appendage. what the fuck are they doing in kuching.)

Because of a certain body's refusal to listen to the people, and their persistence in continuing with said rare metal earth plant plans, I'm going to die of cancer. I give it two years.

Fuck this shit. Seriously.

"All rice, all rice!"

"One for the money, and the free rice~"

• At least that's how I thought the song goes for many, many years.


• I just realised I was ludicrously wrong today.


• Thank goodness this "blurness" didn't turn into a full fledged embarrassment for me.


• Which, often, isn't the case.