She'll say at least I have a job. Some people don't have jobs now.
IF I HAD STUDIED ANY OTHER THING, I WOULD STILL HAVE A JOB.
And it makes me wonder if I had stuck to my original plan, would I have been happier. At least, I would be doing something I like. Instead of wasting 4 fucking years in a stupid degree and then wasting another 4 fucking years in the fucking government. It makes me feel useless and stupid. And you can't leave because they made it compulsory. Leave the service you don't get your license and best part is they didn't even fund your studies.
And it pisses me off that when i tell people what i do, people will just say sit down shake leg huh? In 2008,I wouldn't have given a damn about those comments because i knew the truth. I was working like mad in the hospital. But now, it pisses me off because it's true. But I didn't choose for that to happen. I swear, I didn't even have clinics on my mind when postings came. I was so focused on getting the spot in the big places and when I saw the place on the letter, my heart sank.
Sigh. There. I'm done ranting.
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